Hello there.

Let me introduce you to someone.

This is my car. She is lovely isn't she? This is my very first car that I bought myself and worked very hard for, her name is Fiona. 

A green 2003 Volkswagon Jetta and boy what a lady. We've had some good times together me and Fiona but all good things must come to an end I suppose. This is Fiona as of Saturday.

 

While in Denver this weekend I got into an accident just a short 6 weeks after I bought this beautiful vehicle. As of now it is not certain if she is totaled yet but its not looking good. I guess you could say that it is fortunate that nobody was hurt but...would you look at my car? I was going to merge into the right lane, I looked over my shoulder to make sure all was clear and when I looked back up the car in front of me had slammed on his breaks after hitting the car in front of him, and I was unable to stop in time. All in all my baby may no longer be my baby and I am heartbroken. 

The most perfect way to end a long day (please excuse the pale, unshaven legs) 

So ready for this weekend, it has promptly started with this glass of wine. Roommate one: "Would you like a glass of wine?" 

Me: "Only if you're offering"

As the proud white woman I am, I will never turn down a glass of wine, red, white, I don't discriminate. I am going to get drunk now and watch Netflix by myself as I cry tears of loneliness 

-A

Back to being bitterly cold. The warm weather was greatly welcomed but back to reality.

Thank you jesus for lattes. And just coffee shops in general, I could spend hours on hours in coffee shop just sitting. Or staring at the hot barista behind the counter, one or the other. Hope you are enjoying this chilly day where ever you may be. Drink up! 

Things I Don't Like

I do not like the way my blog is set up. It is quite boring if I do say so myself. If I wasn't so lazy it might just be slightly more visually pleasing but I am unfortunately one of the laziest people you may ever meet. Also, I am 20 years old and very technologically handicapped, how I've managed to even figure out how to start a blog is beyond me, so for the sake of my laziness and technical disabilities lets use our imagination and pretend that my blog is beautiful and aesthetically pleasing and ignore the boring blank space that I will one day do something about, but not today.

Something else I don't like you ask? School. I am in my third year of college and every day I like it less. I know I'm not the only one but It's not so much that I don't like going to school, learning and all that fun stuff its just that I'm not so sure I necessarily need a degree for what I want to do. Ideally, one day I would like nothing more than to travel the world building schools, teaching english, doing anything and everything I can to help others in underdeveloped countries. HUMANITARIAN SHIT. I know that it will help no matter what I end up doing but I think I could probably get on without one. Society has it sketched into our brains that at least four years of college comes after high school, but if you don't have aspirations to be a doctor or lawyer or any of those other things that make you automatically fancy is it absolutely necessary? I don't know, still trying to figure it out.

Enough of that, I have to go to class! booo.

xo

  Lets try this again. Its been almost a year since I last posted and it literally makes me cringe to look at my last 15 posts. BUT I am a new woman, more mature and ready to give this blog thing the old college try! I sit in my bed at 10:37pm listening to 5 I repeat 5 sorority girls talk about sorority girl things in my kitchen and I can only compare the sound to a chainsaw against bone, not to be dramatic, or creepy. I type this as I take a break from my Vampire Diaries watching binge, so full of pasta I might actually explode, life is hard.

   I'm tired, there was so much I wanted to say but my want for sleep has driven all my thought from my head. I will be better tomorrow, already making excuses for shitty blog posts, I like how this is starting. Well considering my eyes are more squinted than an 80 year old asian women right now (sorry) I think its time for me to end this day. Goodnight world, see you when the sun wakes.

Hey. So this is awkward...its April. How did that happen? Feels like it was Feb. 11th just yesterday. I'm sitting in bed listening to music I don't like but am to lazy to do anything about it. Typical. School's almost over, crazy. Life has this weird way of continuing on even when you want it to just chill and hang out for a minute. Don't get me wrong, I am seewwwww ready for school to be out and I am excited to go home BUT I'm not one much for change. I've gotten so used to this schedule and am loving it and it will all be different next week. Shitty. I had such a good weekend it's almost like its rubbing it in my face. 

ANYWAY, sentimental shit out of the way, finals week begins its life ruining rein tomorrow... Im super excited! I'm also never sarcastic. I. hate. school. BUT SO CLOSE TO THE END. 

I LIKE YOU! 

Monday Funday. Not.

Let me start by thanking Instagram for making me look somewhat decent in a photo, could not have done it without you. And again if you are INTERESTED my instagram is as such followed http://instagram.com/abauer93 and you should be interested... 

I like my makeup today... which is new, I feel like I usually look like a 5 year old got a hold of my face with a couple magic markers maybe an entier box of crayons on other days you know like the box of 64 with the sharpener in the back. Simplicity is key. Some MAC here Cover Girl there you know... 

I wish I were cooler. 

ACTUALLY worked out today... then had a salad. Thats counteracts the Gelato I had at 10 this morning right? No? Okay. Life is uneventful... school, gossip girl, school, pretty little liars x10

It is a glorious day out though. Which makes me feel guilty that I'm lying in bed eating, but not guilty enough to actually do anything about it. Sad? Yes. Would I change anything about it? Not a chance.

hey-o

GOOD MORNING! (afternoon) finally getting ready for the day! Just doing my makeup before class mmmhmmmmmm 

But hey guess what!! I have a https://twitter.com/AEB147 twitter! Follow me? I don't want to brag or anything but... I have...15 followers.... I've had my twitter for like four years... :( Pity me? 

Oh and did I mention I have a http://abee512.tumblr.com/ tumblr? I didn't?! Man... slackin. What about an http://instagram.com/abauer93/ Instagram? No?! Well know you know!! 

Oh and I have a http://pinterest.com/aeb147/ too... if you wanted to know. 

Have a great day everyone! 

Migraine bull

Being sick sucks. Probably dont have to tell you that. You know what's worse than being sick? Migraines. I've been down and out since about 1 and still hate my life. I've struggled with migraines for quite sometime now and can finally kind of take care of myself when I get one but they can still S my D. For the record I dont have a D... just to clarify. Hope everyone else's superbowl sunday is just super fabulous! MAHHHHHHH!

Over AND out.