Hello there.

Let me introduce you to someone.

This is my car. She is lovely isn't she? This is my very first car that I bought myself and worked very hard for, her name is Fiona. 

A green 2003 Volkswagon Jetta and boy what a lady. We've had some good times together me and Fiona but all good things must come to an end I suppose. This is Fiona as of Saturday.

 

While in Denver this weekend I got into an accident just a short 6 weeks after I bought this beautiful vehicle. As of now it is not certain if she is totaled yet but its not looking good. I guess you could say that it is fortunate that nobody was hurt but...would you look at my car? I was going to merge into the right lane, I looked over my shoulder to make sure all was clear and when I looked back up the car in front of me had slammed on his breaks after hitting the car in front of him, and I was unable to stop in time. All in all my baby may no longer be my baby and I am heartbroken. 

The most perfect way to end a long day (please excuse the pale, unshaven legs) 

So ready for this weekend, it has promptly started with this glass of wine. Roommate one: "Would you like a glass of wine?" 

Me: "Only if you're offering"

As the proud white woman I am, I will never turn down a glass of wine, red, white, I don't discriminate. I am going to get drunk now and watch Netflix by myself as I cry tears of loneliness 

-A

Back to being bitterly cold. The warm weather was greatly welcomed but back to reality.

Thank you jesus for lattes. And just coffee shops in general, I could spend hours on hours in coffee shop just sitting. Or staring at the hot barista behind the counter, one or the other. Hope you are enjoying this chilly day where ever you may be. Drink up! 

Things I Don't Like

I do not like the way my blog is set up. It is quite boring if I do say so myself. If I wasn't so lazy it might just be slightly more visually pleasing but I am unfortunately one of the laziest people you may ever meet. Also, I am 20 years old and very technologically handicapped, how I've managed to even figure out how to start a blog is beyond me, so for the sake of my laziness and technical disabilities lets use our imagination and pretend that my blog is beautiful and aesthetically pleasing and ignore the boring blank space that I will one day do something about, but not today.

Something else I don't like you ask? School. I am in my third year of college and every day I like it less. I know I'm not the only one but It's not so much that I don't like going to school, learning and all that fun stuff its just that I'm not so sure I necessarily need a degree for what I want to do. Ideally, one day I would like nothing more than to travel the world building schools, teaching english, doing anything and everything I can to help others in underdeveloped countries. HUMANITARIAN SHIT. I know that it will help no matter what I end up doing but I think I could probably get on without one. Society has it sketched into our brains that at least four years of college comes after high school, but if you don't have aspirations to be a doctor or lawyer or any of those other things that make you automatically fancy is it absolutely necessary? I don't know, still trying to figure it out.

Enough of that, I have to go to class! booo.

xo

  Lets try this again. Its been almost a year since I last posted and it literally makes me cringe to look at my last 15 posts. BUT I am a new woman, more mature and ready to give this blog thing the old college try! I sit in my bed at 10:37pm listening to 5 I repeat 5 sorority girls talk about sorority girl things in my kitchen and I can only compare the sound to a chainsaw against bone, not to be dramatic, or creepy. I type this as I take a break from my Vampire Diaries watching binge, so full of pasta I might actually explode, life is hard.

   I'm tired, there was so much I wanted to say but my want for sleep has driven all my thought from my head. I will be better tomorrow, already making excuses for shitty blog posts, I like how this is starting. Well considering my eyes are more squinted than an 80 year old asian women right now (sorry) I think its time for me to end this day. Goodnight world, see you when the sun wakes.